Zoom

22:52, Windy nite

Well, before I start the mind topic,
I'm just thinking that,
it seem everything written here is all bout feeling...

Hmm, guess I have separated 'me' into few parts,
This blog recording my feeling,
The facebook showing my daily life,
MSN telling you my latest update,

but that's not all, there is truth not known by anyone.

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Okay, let's start today topic, ZOOM

I just keep thinking this word when I off to attend the class.

Back to my secondary school,
I was just a normal student with the normal point scoring.

But then, something has changed,
I have made myself reaching the top 20 scholar out of 300 coursemate.

Honestly, I'm proud with that achievement, but that's not my point.
In fact, I just realized the factor behind of this success,
and also the same factor for my weakness,
it's ZOOM.

I used to be thinking as zooming in and out,
by zooming in and out,
it teach you the way to see thing in details,
while having control with all the details link together.

Like looking at the google map...
First, you need to know your destination,
only then trace up the route to reach it.

It's good to use this skill in every aspect,
but then, there is one thing I cannot practice with ZOOM.

I cannot zoom out when looking at a friend, a relationship.

For me, all friends is my best friend,
I do not, and I cannot, zoom out to categorize my friends,
as such like, normal friend, not so close friend, or
as such like, college friend, primary schoolmate...

I look at everyone as my best friend,
I don't take friend like one out of a group,
they are unique as an individual friend,
yet, they are the best.

But, sometimes, it hurt when you take it too serious on the relationship,
sometimes, I just wish to zoom out infinitely,
but I cannot...