Failure

23:33, clear night

Let's see... it's raining season,
it's like raining day and night;
for that reason, I just got a new record,
2 red mark this week in my punch card,
Monday showing 9:01, and Thursday showing 9:02,
great, isn't it~

Today, just like other days, start in the office,
with a moody moody,
a total moody face...
I might just think that my life is good,
but getting numb,
no excitement, no changes, well, it's same day as in last week.

But, while I'm sitting inside the office,
I like to look at the calendar,
keep staring, not at the coming days,
but the past months,
perhaps u can figure out what am I thinking?

For the last few weeks,
I just got my tasks ruined,
am I not doing my best?
No excuses, but partly is my faults,
and I'm still trying to improve;
but, u see,
when u failed a task, though u are trying to make it better,
you'll still getting upset,
complaining on everyone, everything, and definitely..
complaining yourself..

I'm still, working here, in my company,
as a project engineer cum designer,
and I would like to belief as such that,
I'm still doing a good job;
cause if I weren't,
I will not stay for any longer.

Today, even it's a small changes,
I still consider it's a new authority given to me,
I starts signing the invoices.

How do you think? I am still good in my job?